inspiring, really, in a desperate desperate way, no doubt that the series of DH is on the top of any others.

here i did some listening, i thought it's really meaningful-these ending words, by the way, it's really fun even reading them again.

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2. an odd thing happens when we DIE, our senses vanish, taste, touch, smell, sound, become a distant memory, but our sites, ah, our sites expends, and we can suddenly see the world we've left behind so clearly, of course, most which is visible to the death could also be seen to the living, if they only take the time to look.

yes, as i look back the world i left behind, it's all so clear to me, the beauty that waits to be unveiled, the mystery that long to be covered, but, people so rarely stop to take a look, they just keep moving, it's a shame really, there is so much to see.

3. after i died, i began to surrender the part of myself that would no longer be necessary, my desires, beliefs, ambitions, doubts, every trace of my humanity was discarded, i discover, when moving through eternity, it helps to travel lightly. in fact i held on only one thing, my MEMORY. it's astonishing to look at the world i left behind, i remember it all, every single detail, yes, i remember the world, every detail, and what i remember most, is how afraid i was, what a waste, you see, to live in fear is not to live at all. i wish i could tell those i left behind, but would it do any good? probably not, i understand now, there will always be those who feel their fears, and there will always be those who run away.

5. People by their very nature, are always on the lookout for the INTRUDERS, trying to prevent those on the outside from getting in, but there will always be those who forced their ways into our lives, just as there will be those we invite in, but the most troubling of all, would be the ones who stand outside looking in, the ones we never truly get to know.

6. the search for POWER begins when we were quite young, as children, we were taught that, the power of good triumphs the power of evil, but as we get older, we realize that nothing is ever that simple, traces of evil always remain.

7. COMPETETION, it means different things to different people, but whether it's a friendly rivalry, or a fight to the death, the end result is the same, there will be winners, and there will be losers, of course the trick is, to know which battle's to fight, you see, no victory comes without a prize.

8. there is a widely read book that tells us everyone is a sinner, of course, not everyone feels guilt of the bad things they do. in contrast, there are those who assume more than heir share of the blame, there are others who soothe their consciences with small acts of kindness, or by telling themselves their SINS were justified, finally, there are the ones who simply vow to do better next time and pray to forgiveness. sometimes their prayers are answered.

9. people are COMPLICATED creatures, on the one hand, able to perform great acts of charity, on the other, capable of the most underhanded forms of betrayal. it's a constant battle that rages within all of us, between the better angels of our nature, and the temptation of our inner dements. and sometimes the only way to ward off the darkness, is to shine the light of compassion.

10. TRUST is a fragile thing, once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom, but once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust, those we're closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue, in the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. it really is the simplest way, to keep from getting burned.

11. we are all searching for someone, that SPECIAL PERSON who'll provide us what's missing in our lives. someone who can offer companionship, or assistance, or security, and sometime if we search very hard, we can find someone who provides us with all three, yes, we are all searching for someone, if we cannot find them, we can only pray, they find us.

12. DEATH is inevitable, it's a promise made to each of us at birth. but before that promise is cashed, we all hoped that something will happen to us, whether it's the thrill of romance, the joy of raising a family, or the anguish of a great lost. we all hope to experience something that make our lives meaningful, but the sad fact is, not all lives have meaning. some people spend their time on this planet just sitting on the sideline, waiting for something to happen to them before it's too late.

13. sooner or later, the time comes, when we must all become RESPONSIBLE adults. and learn to give up what we want, so we can choose to do what is right. of course, a lifetime responsibility isn't always easy, and as the years go on, it's a burden that can be to heavy for some to bear. but still, we try to do what is best, what is good, not only for ourselves, but, for those we love. yes, sooner or later, we must all become responsible adults, no one knows this better, than the young.

14. it's impossible to grasp just how powerful LOVE is, it can sustain us through trying times, or motivate us to make extraordinary sacrifices, it can force decent man to commit the darkest deeds, or compel ordinary women to search for hidden truth. and long after we are gone, love remains, burned into our memories. we all search for love, but some of us, after we found it, wish we hadn't.

15. yes, each new day in suburbia brings with it, a new set of LIES, the worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep. we whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves, we are happy, or, that he is happy, that we can change, or, that he will change his mind, we persuade ourselves that we can live with our sins, or that we can live without him. yes, each night before we fall asleep, we lie to ourselves, in the desperate desperate hope that come morning, it'll all be true.

16. yes, everyone loves a SCANDAL, no matter how big or small, after all, what could be more entertaining than watching the down and fall of the high and mighty, what could be more amusing of the public exposure of the hypercritical sinners. yes, everyone loves a scandal, and if for some reason you're not enjoy the latest one, well, the next one is always around the corner.

17. we all honor HEROS for different reasons, sometimes for their daring, sometimes for their bravery, sometimes for their goodness, but mostly we honor heroes, because at one point or another, we all dreamed of being rescued. of course if the right hero doesn't come along, sometimes we just have to rescue ourselves.

18. CHILDREN coming to this world on their own agendas, some to bright our days, some to test our patience, some to give us purpose, some to take care of us, yes, when their come, children change everything, especially, when they are not invited.

19. yes, LIFE is a journey, one that is much better traveled with a companion by our side. of course that the companion can be just about anyone. a neighbor on the other side of the street, or the man on the other side of the bed, the companion can be a mother with good intentions, or a child who is up to no good. still, despite our best intentions, some of us will lose our companions along the way, and then the journey becomes unbearable. human beings are designed for many things, but loneliness isn't one of them.

20. SPRING comes every year to Wisteria Lane, but not everyone remembers to stop and smell the flowers. some are too busy worrying about the future, or mistakes they've made in the past, others are preoccupied with not getting caught, or thinking of ways to catch someone else, still there were always be a few who will take a minute and appreciate things that spring have given them, just as there were always be those who will sit in the dark, bruising of everything they have lost.

21. MARRIGE is a simple concept, basically it's a contract between two people that binds them together for life, in hopes that they can live happily ever after, sadly some contract are made to be broken

the VOW is simple really, those who take care of their promises to stay here together are better or for worse, or richer or for poor, in sickness and in health, to honor and to cherish, for sake in all others, until death due as part. yes, the vow is simple, finding someone worthy of such a promise is the hard part, but if we can, that's when we begin to live happily ever after.

22. nothing is for ever, and the time comes when we all must say GOODBYE to the world we know, goodbye for everything we have taken for granted, goodbye to those we thought would never abandon us. and when these changes finally do occur, when the familiar has departed, and the unfamiliar has taken its place, all any of us can really do, is to say hello and welcome.

23. it's an odd thing to look back on the world, to watch those i left behind, each in her own way so brave so determined, and so very DESPERATE, DESPERATE of venture out, but afraid of what she'll miss when she goes, desperate to get everything she wants, even when she is not exactly sure of what is, desperate for life to be perfect again, although, she realizes it never really was, desperate to find a better future, if she can find a way to escape the past.